Big Hearted Angel on Life's Highway

When growing up they never noticed my inner beauty or the color of my eyes.
Other kids made fun of me for the scar on my head and my body size.
They killed my soul and wounded my pride
But from them I was so careful to hide.
They were so blinded by their own greed and jealousies
They never bothered to get to know the real me.
Living here has brought me a lot of pain and tears.
But, this RED BUD TREE on the HIGHWAY is still  standing tall after 39 years.
Living here I've had good times and a lot of strife.
But never once did I want to take my life.



These people do not know when they see and ANGEL in their face.
I am one for I my parents were united in a Nazerene church with GOD's GRACE.
These people do not know when they see JESUS in disguise.
Had they ever paid attention, they would have seen HIM in my eyes.
I AM AN ANGEL SENT HERE TO THIS EARTH.

GOD did not give you the right to judge my worth.
HE sent me down here in 1974 while he was watching from above.
I WAS SENT TO SAVE, HEAL BROKEN SPIRITS, AND SPREAD PEACE, UNITY AND LOVE.
Growing up around all these churches, there are so many who attend who are fake
They only think of their selves, who they know, greed ad from what others, they can break.
They do not have others best interests in things they do
And are proud they have more materialistic items than me or you
Despite off of the hurt that my heart has seen
I have never let any of this change how GOD wanted me to be
I was sent to help when you were feeling down
I was sent by GOD to help save the sinners in my town
There are some that will say I am crazy
They will shun, gossip and say things about me
Like Jesus, when I was born and moved here, I was persecuted also
But GOD has been here in my life, as HE was in Jesus' years ago

I AM AN ANGEL sent from above
To spread GOD's message of PEACE, UNITY and LOVE
Are you wanting to go to Heaven and don't know the way
With GOD's help and your admission of sin, for you I will pray
I do not need to know the sin you did do
you just have to confess that you sinned to the Lord and HE will FORGIVE YOU
I was sent to this earth to give your heart a lift
To help pave the way for heart to receive GOD's gift

IF YOU ARE NEEDING SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR YOU
BUT, IN JESUS NAME I WILL PRAY LIKE WE ASS SHOULD DO

TO ANYONE WHO READSTHIS AND IT TOUCHES YOUR HEART IN ANYWAY
LET ME KNOW HOW YOU NEED GODS HELP AND TOGETHER WE WILL PRAY

THERE ARE MANY OUT THERE, WHO ARE IN NEED, ONE AND THE SAME
FOR EVERYONE IN NEED FOR YOU
I PRAY

 

IN JESUS HOLY NAME

AMEN



RED BUD BLOSSOM
http://abigheartinasmalltown.blogspot.com/2013/03/want-to-go-with-me.html

 

LOVE me

Yesterday at church I realized that I really am an angel in disguise.
GOD spoke to my heart clearer than I had ever known.
BLESSED was I for the LOVE to me HE has shown.
In my hands I HOLD THE TRUTH that HE SPOKE to ME.....
If you don't believe then refer to your BIBLE..........


He told me, years ago by the scar on my head, that HE SAVED my life.
I was sent to heal hearts, spread HIS LOVE  save his children from strife.
This verse came to me to remind me of what I had been through.
Now it's time to heal all those wounds of me and also you.

JESUS YEARS AGO WAS CRUCIFIED
ON THE CROSS HE WAS HUNG AND ALSO DIED.
HE DID THIS FOR GOD'S CHILDREN OF TODAY
THAT ARE LOST AND NEED FOR THEM TO BE PRAYED.


FOR POWER IS PERFECTED IN WEAKNESS.
MY GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR YOU
I AM YOUR FATHER AND WATCH OVER ALL YOU DO.
GOD REACHED DOWN AND MY LIFE HE CONVICTED
SAID HE'D TAKE AWAY FROM MY HEART THE SINS THAT I HAD INFLICTED.
I TAKE PLEASURE BECASUE CHRIST IN WEAKNESS, INSULTS AND CATASTROPHES
FOT I KNOWI AM NOT ALONE JESUS LIVES WITHIN ME.
I CAN ONLY PRAY FOR THOSE WHOM,  TO OTHERS WHO DO WRONG
BY THEIR THOUGHTLESSNESS THEY WON'T DEFEAT YOU IT ONLY MAKES YOU STRONG
I AM VERY GLAD THAT, TO ME, JESUS HAD CAME
BLESSED AM I THAT MY HEART HE DID SAVE.
THANKFUL, AM I, THAT HIS LOVE WILL FOREVER LAST
ME & JESUS ARE OF ONE AND HE SAVED ME FROM MY PAST.


DEAR LORD,


YOU TOLD ME MANY YEARS AGO THAT I WOULD NOT DIE JUST THEN BC MY JOB WAS NOT DONE. I HAD TO LIVE TO RAISE MY FUTURE DAUGHTER AND SON.
WHEN I WAS AT CHURCH YESTERDAY I READ MY BIBLE.

TO SPREAD YOUR WORD AND SAVE OTHERS SOULS. SO THAT WE MAY MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN WHEN WE GO. THROUGH JESUS, YOU SAVED ME OF MY SINS AND LEFT THIS ANGEL AMONG HUMANS. THOUGH I HAVE MENDED MY MANY BROKEN WINGS. I HAVE BEEN THANKFUL FOR WHAT MY LIFE BRINGS.
SO TO END, THIS DEAR FATHER,
THIS ANGEL IS A FAITHFUL DAUGHTER.

I AM BLESSED THAT, THROUGH JESUS, I HAVE YOU.
SO DON'T GIVE UP ON ME.
I'LL MEET YOU WHEN MY JOB IS THROUGH.
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THAT WILL BE.
I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU DOWN, FATHER
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE
FROM NOW UNTIL THEN THAT YOU GRACE ME AGAIN.
I AM FAITHFULLY YOURS

LOVE,

me

 

 

 

TODAY's CHILD

What is the matter with the USA's children nowadays?
To demean, belittle, berate and bully is just not OK.
To laugh and joke about others pain is a SHAME.
Todays' children think it makes them somebody and it's just a game.

PRAYING for the MOM and FAMILY of the 12 year old girl who took her life.
she thought it wasn't worth living because of the pain and strife.
The 15 teenagers, who taunted and bullied this child, were also girls.
What right did they have to do what they did that changed this 12 year olds world?

I am a MOTHER of a CHILD whose pain was so unbearable that they could no longer hide
I just recently learned that while they were in the 7th grade 5 years ago, they tried to commit suicide.
When I heard this it made my blood run cold,
Because if they had succeeded I would no longer have them to hold.
Yet, I am a MOTHER of a CHILD that has LIVED because of GOD's grace.
I am soooo very BLESSED to still be able to see their face.
But, sadly there are others who were not blessed like my family.
These families had to suffer the loss of their child due to a BULLY.

WE need to TEACH EVERY CHILD that WORDS DO HURT.
To use ugly and mean words only make them look like jerks.
It is not GOD's will that by doing this it is OK.
So why do they go to CHURCH and walk out and act this way?

Do they imitate what they see others do?
If this is the case then the shame should be on all of you.
Do they act like adults they are around or see?
I am so very THANKFUL never to have had anyone like this around me.
When I learned that my friends were two-faced and acted like this,
I showed them my true self and my backside for them to kiss.

I have made many mistakes over these 39 years
But I have NEVER treated other wrong that brought them to tears.
I ALWAYS TREAT OTHERS LIKE JESUS WOULD DO
Isn't that what OUR CHILDREN should be learning from YOU, too??

What are the FUTURE learning about how to treat others?
They are not spreading love but hate to their sisters and brothers.
Parents aren't teaching them how to be kind to others in order to live.
They are trying to buy their child's love with each gift they give.
By doing this, they are not teaching them real morals or values.
So if they go down the wrong path the blame is all on you.

WORDS are supposed to be used to SPREAD LOVE and TO HEAL.
Yet, CHILDREN today use them wrongly and like a weapon they use them to kill.
What right do you or your children have to sit in judgment of others?
When neither of you are any better than your earth born sisters or brothers.

MY HEAVENLY FATHER's CHILD, are you wanting to go to HEAVEN or live in HELL??
Because by the way you act, talk and treat others, I really cannot tell.

 

 

With this, I am going to leave you with a few lessons I have learned.
Maybe if you learn them too you can reside in HEAVEN too instead of being burned.

I've learned you can keep going long after you think you can't.
YOU can do anything you want although others may say you couldn't
I've learned it takes practice to forgive.
You have to do this in order for your heart to truly live.
I've learned that friends become strangers and strangers become friends.
You have to open your heart to others to let GOD's LOVE in.
I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for the lack of compassion.
YOU need to take a good look at yourself and what you are lacking.
I have learned that some people will never "GET IT".
They try to be someone that they are not and treat others like shit.
I have learned that the strongest of all is the community of sorrow.
GOD and them will be there in your time of need and your future tomorrows.
I've learned the world doesn't stop for your grief no matter how broken your heart is.
YOU need to SPREAD LOVE not BITTERNESS in the WORLD and also TEACH OUR KIDS.
I've learned that life can change in a matter of minutes.
So, you need to treasure what you have and everyone you have in it.
I've learned the people you care most about are taken from you too soon.
Although it pains your heart to lose them, they are in HEAVEN watching over you.
I've learned you should always leave loved ones with loving words for it may be the last time you see them.
You never know when GOD will call their name to take them HOME to live with HIM.
I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone.
LOVE is measured by the GOODNESS IN YOUR HEART not by the good deeds you have done.
I've learned that SORROW is so deep, it has no words........
But so is LOVE.......
That is why these words were written by me with GOD's guidance from above.


Here are some verses that I am sending for you to use.
How and when you do this, only you can choose

4. All It Takes Is 1

Do you know that to make someone's day a little better, it takes just one person to spread a good word, smile or compliment someone else?   All it takes is just 1 person to make someone elses life seem worth living??

I know for a fact that all it takes is just one person to do this and more. How do I know this you may ask??   Many yars ago, I was lost and alone and felt like I had no hope of ever amounting to anything. Then one day I opened my eyes to ALL that GOD had sent into my life and I realized that it took just 1 person (my husband of 18 years) to make me realize just how valuable I was as a person.




I have been lost for many years and have not known which direction I was to go in until a few nights ago.
 My family and I was watching the show JOYFUL NOISE with Queen Latifah and Dolly Parton when GOD spoke to me and told me what I was supposed to do. That is why I am sitting here today sending this out to ALL!!!!!!!!!


GOD reminded me that it was JESUS who died for OUR SINS and that I was to go into the world and make sure that EVERYONE knew of this and had the chance to be redeemed. By redeemed, I am meaning that JESUS died for OUR SINS but we have to REPENT and BELIEVE in order to get into HEAVEN. If only 1 PERSON is SAVED by what I write or have written then IT ONLY TOOK 1 PERSON to SPREAD GOD's word. Yet, If THOUSANDS of VOICES were to SPREAD it then , not only would the WORLD be a better place but HEAVEN will be OVERFLOWING.

I found TWO interesting books that I also had been reading by Mark Cahill. The first one is named ONE THING YOU CANNOT DO IN HEAVEN. Do you know what that is? If you want to find out, click here Mark Cahill, ONE THING YOU CANNOT DO IN HEAVEN     After reading this one, I knew what I was put on this earth to do. I learned quite a few things by from this man of GOD. ONE basic thing I learned was that ALL IT TAKES IS 1 to change someone's path to HEAVEN or HELL. The second book is called ONE HEARTBEAT AWAY- YOUR JOURNEY INTO ETERNITY. I haven't read all of this one yet. I just started it but if it's as good as the first one, I know YOU WILL LOVE IT toooo











Today I got on my facebook page checking up on my PEEPS out there who I PRAY for DAILY and there was this post from a classmate and FRIEND of many moons ago.



Ms. Melissa had posted as her status:

My heart has been very heavy with this for a while. It saddens me just how many friends & family are going to perish for lack of knowledge. Did you know that most people are going to miss out on heaven by 12 inches? That's the distance from your head to your heart. A head knowledge of Jesus ISN'T going to get you there. ~ You say you have faith, for you believe there is one God. Good for you! Even the demons believe this, & they tremble in terror. James 2:19. You have to have a personal heart to heart relationship with your Creator. You have to talk & walk with Him daily, not just when it's convenient for you. You CAN'T "say" you're a christian & then continue to live in sin & ignore His teachings. ~ Anyone who knows the good they ought to do & doesn't do it, sins - James 4:17. PLEASE don't wait until Jesus is standing in front of you to bring about His Father's judgement before you decide to allow Him in. What if you get into a wreck & die today? Where do you think you will spend eternity? Being a true Christian doesn't mean you won't make mistakes. We stumble, we fall, but we get back up & ask for our Father's forgiveness & He says arise my child & sin NO MORE. Friends & family, know that I pray for your souls daily, praying that you will let God in & change your life. Get off the highway to hell & walk the path of peace & serenity. Want to know more about this Jesus that died to save your souls, inbox me & I will tell you what he's done for me & what he can do for you.

Some of HER FRIENDs replied:    


1. Amen thanks for the word

2. Melissa - this is just so beautiful. Thank you! Love you!

3. Praying for all of our family, too. Bless you, Melissa, for sharing your heart so openly!!!

4. send me the MESSAGE....that's what we are supposed to be doing LOVE IT!!! PRAYERS your way also

All it takes is 1 person to make a change and here plain as day was GOD sending HIS WORDS out by someone who is not only a BELIEVER but also a FAITHFUL FOLLOWER OF CHRIST, that is why she is on my FRIENDS list. I knew by reading this that GOD was also speaking to me and I was to make sure that this was PASSED AROUND and SPREAD TO ANYONE and EVERYONE who could read it.


 DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOU WILL SPEND ETERNITY??  If you do then YOU NEED TO SPREAD THE WORD. If not, I can help you get to where you need to go.

                                                            

 

 

3. My FRIEND JESUS & the Cross

 

Have you ever met my friend JESUS? Would you care to meet him?
Do you know that HE is THE ONLY WAY to get to Heaven?
If you read the BIBLE, you can learn all about HIM...



Let me introduce you to HIM!!!!!!!!

My friend Jesus was born many, many, many years before we of this earth were ever thought of. GOD sent to MARY his only begotten son.  Mary was a virgin when GOD came to her in a dream and told her that she would have a child who would be a great ruler. Mary met and married Joseph, who was a carpenter. Even though Mary's child would not be his, Joseph would raise her child as his own.
Joseph and Mary had to go away to have her child so that the King of the time would not kill it. It was known by the elders of the church that a NEW KING was coming even though they did not know when or where HE would show up. While they were traveling, Mary started telling Joseph that she felt like the baby would be here soon so they needed to find a place to stay. When they came to the town of Bethlehem Joseph looked everywhere for a place for him and Mary to stay so she could have the baby. But, there was no room at any of the inns and since they were strangers, NO-ONE would open their doors to let them in. There was one person who made a place for them to stay in their barn. Amongst the barn animals, Mary and Joseph began to prepare for the birth of their child.

Unknown to Mary and Joseph, 3 wise men were following the bright STAR that was in the sky because they knew at the end of their journey, they would find the NEW BABY, who was born to be KING. Jesus was born on what is known to all as CHRISTMAS day. His very first bed was a manger. While Mary was nursing the innocent bundle that was born to her, the 3 wise men came delivering their gifts to the new KING.
Joseph found out that there were people who were also looking for the baby but these people were looking to kill him not honor him. So, Joseph loaded up Mary and baby Jesus and brought them to where GOD guided him for he knew that GOD would keep him and his family safe.

Jesus grew into a fine young man under his mother and Joseph's watchful eye. Yet, Jesus knew that there was something great out there waiting for him. When Jesus was old enough, he left his mother's home and set out on his own. GOD was guiding Jesus, though Jesus did not realize who and what GOD was. While out on his own, JESUS learned the importance of his life and HE set out to teach others about what GOD had said was true. Jesus met many people whom he tried to teach GOD's word but some of the thought that Jesus was crazy and they did not want to listen to him. Yet, there were others who did trust in JESUS, these became his disciples, meaning they gave up all their worldly goods to follow Jesus and help teach GOD's word and show GOD's LOVE.
GOD knowing all the good that had been done, rewarded those who obeyed and disciplined those who did not. As Jesus traveled teaching about GOD, the king at the the time heard of it and did not like what he was hearing. When his people were calling JESUS their king, the ruling king of the time decided the only way to rid the kingdom of this man was to kill him.
Judas, who was supposed to be one of Jesus' disciples, turned on Jesus and turned him into the ruling king. Jesus and his followers had a last supper together the night that Judas was to betray HIM. While they were eating, Jesus had a feeling that something was not right. HE spoke to his disciples saying that HE knows ONE of THEM had betrayed HIM.  While they were relaxing that night after their final supper, guards came and took Jesus away.
JESUS was forced to carry a CROSS to where HE then would be nailed with 3 nails to and be hung.
Mary, the disciples, and the rest of Jesus followers were all crying for they knew that JESUS had done no wrong. Jesus told them not to worry that this would not be the end, they would see him again. Before JESUS took his last breath, he exclaimed : "FORGIVE THEM FATHER FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO!!"
JESUS was buried in tomb that was enclosed with a huge boulder. On what is known as Easter, now, the stone was rolled away and no body was found. HIS FOLLOWERS then proclaimed that JESUS IS ALIVE.


John 3:16 states:   GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE SENT HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON. WHOSOEVER BELIEVES IN HIM SHALL NOT PERISH BUT HAVE ETERNAL LIFE."

WHY? U may ask did GOD do this? 
GOD made LAWS known as the 10 COMMANDMENTS that were not being followed and SIN was being committed. The wage of SIN equaled death so GOD sent his SON to DIE so that WE could live.

Have you ever heard this story? It's a TRUE ONE......

JESUS LIVED AND DIED FOR US, YET, HE LIVES IN ALL OF US.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS? DO YOU KNOW HIM?
WHEN YOU DIE WILL YOU PERISH IN HELL OR WILLYOU LIVE ETERNALLY IN HEAVEN WITH GOD AND JESUS IN GODS KINGDOM?


If you want know GOD and JESUS all you have to do is ASK THEM INTO YOUR HEART and BELIEVE. 



If you leave a message, I WILL SEND UP A SPECIAL PRAYER FOR YOU AND ASK THAT JESUS AND GOD SAVES YOU.

2. THE BIBLE

The BIBLE, YES....that's the book for me, I stand upon the word of GOD with my BIBLE...

watching the show that is on the HISTORY CHANNEL...want to WATCH the BIBLE??

click here:    WATCH the BIBLE-FIND JESUS

do you own a BIBLE????  would you like to get one and share this journey with me??  This is how you go about it.....READ A BIBLE??.FREE BIBLE <3 AMEN



the OLD RUGGED CROSS   


JESUS bore for US and DIED on for OUR SINS

1. Your Personal Invitation

A close friend of mine wanted me to INVITE EVERY PERSON from EVERY NATION to read this BLOG for it was written by and with GOD's words but me typing and is sent from JESUS to you.......

need HUGGIES??

Huggies

      or what about a KISS  or another   KISS on the cheek. For to inherit the earth we all are weak and meek..............     



Are you lost and don't know where to go?Find your way...... Are you hurting and don't want to let it show? Hills and Valleys became Backroads and Highways but if it weren't for JESUS we wouldn't be here today. DO YOU KNOW JESUS who is my brother? HE is GOD's son and MARY was his mother?
 Let me introduce YOU to the only WAY TO HEAVEN and MY DEAR FRIEND.  GOD sent HIM to DIE for OUR SINS.

SUNDAY, MARCH 31 is the DAY
FOR WHICH ALL NATIONS have PRAYED!!!!!
Now I know what I was born to do
and that's to share my FATHER's & JESUS with YOU.



JESUS is my BROTHER who was sent to save OUR SIN
HE is the only way to get to GOD and our TICKET to HEAVEN.
You see on a Friday named Passover, JESUS, for us died
OH, How the many thousands for OUR SAVIOUR did cry.
But or those who knew of him and did believe
They knew that one day they again would meet
On THIS day named EASTER when the sun did arise
the boulder had been moved and no body was found inside
The sun was bright and the wind did blow
For in the BELIEVERS HEARTS they did know
GOD HAD SENT HIS ONE AND ONLY SON
TO FORGIVE THE FLESH FROM THE SINS IT HAD DONE
TO THE SOUL HE SENT JESUS TO SPREAD PEACE, HOPE,FAITH AND LOVE
FOR WITHOUT LOVING GOD AND FOLLOWING JESUS YOU CANNOT GO TO HEAVEN ABOVE




MY DEAR BROTHER AND SISTERS,

I know how some of you feel on this day. Yet, there is so many BLESSINGS heading your way. It's hard to walk in our shoes among humans. Sometimes we need a PRAYER or just a CARING hand.
I can do that to help out and get you through. For that is the mission in April 1974 I was born to do.
Do YOU want to go to HEAVEN and be forgiven of YOUR SINS? Leave GOD a PRAYER REQUEST and we'll let GOD's work begin.....do you need to find a church to go to? here is a ticket that may help you
Locate a Local Church


THANK YOU DEAR LORD for this BROTHER or SISTER and for them I DO PRAY. As the moon leaves and the sun rises on another day. Our lives would kill us if WE didn't have YOU. THANK YOU JESUS for pulling OUR NATIONS through.
 WE are FLESH, ONE & the SAME!!!!
MAY YOU ALL BE FORGIVEN,
I PRAY, IN JESUS NAME................

May YOU be BLESSED and hope it touched YOUR HEART. HEAVEN is OUR FINAL HOME and TODAY is the start. HOME is where the HEART is and where YOU want to be. YOU are my BROTHERS and SISTERS that GOD sent to me

Angel Soft as a Dove. Made by man sent from above
I am an ANGEL sent to share my BROTHER, JESUS, with YOU. For HE DIED for the SINS the FLESH would do.




Now that you are wanting to meet God's only begotten SON. That is ONE more BATTLE from SATAN that's been WON!!!!!!!!

In JESUS name, for everyone I PRAY

YOUR FAITHFUL  DAUGHTER,FRIEND and
SISTER OF JESUS, ORDAINED MINISTER
Ms KK
Matthew 5:14-16
14  "  YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD. A CITY THAT IS SET ON A HILL THAT CANNOT BE HID.
15 " Neither do men light a candle and put it under a bushel but on a candlestick and give light unto all who are in the house.
16 " Let your light shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

As I see the stars shine bright. I THANK GOD for another day and night. If I were in HEAVEN I know what treasure is mine. I was born a DIAMOND and will always brightly shine.
need DIAMONDS???
Under a bushel I will no longer hide. For through the internet GOD is OUR GUIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                                      






AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!