Big Hearted Angel on Life's Highway

When growing up they never noticed my inner beauty or the color of my eyes.
Other kids made fun of me for the scar on my head and my body size.
They killed my soul and wounded my pride
But from them I was so careful to hide.
They were so blinded by their own greed and jealousies
They never bothered to get to know the real me.
Living here has brought me a lot of pain and tears.
But, this RED BUD TREE on the HIGHWAY is still  standing tall after 39 years.
Living here I've had good times and a lot of strife.
But never once did I want to take my life.



These people do not know when they see and ANGEL in their face.
I am one for I my parents were united in a Nazerene church with GOD's GRACE.
These people do not know when they see JESUS in disguise.
Had they ever paid attention, they would have seen HIM in my eyes.
I AM AN ANGEL SENT HERE TO THIS EARTH.

GOD did not give you the right to judge my worth.
HE sent me down here in 1974 while he was watching from above.
I WAS SENT TO SAVE, HEAL BROKEN SPIRITS, AND SPREAD PEACE, UNITY AND LOVE.
Growing up around all these churches, there are so many who attend who are fake
They only think of their selves, who they know, greed ad from what others, they can break.
They do not have others best interests in things they do
And are proud they have more materialistic items than me or you
Despite off of the hurt that my heart has seen
I have never let any of this change how GOD wanted me to be
I was sent to help when you were feeling down
I was sent by GOD to help save the sinners in my town
There are some that will say I am crazy
They will shun, gossip and say things about me
Like Jesus, when I was born and moved here, I was persecuted also
But GOD has been here in my life, as HE was in Jesus' years ago

I AM AN ANGEL sent from above
To spread GOD's message of PEACE, UNITY and LOVE
Are you wanting to go to Heaven and don't know the way
With GOD's help and your admission of sin, for you I will pray
I do not need to know the sin you did do
you just have to confess that you sinned to the Lord and HE will FORGIVE YOU
I was sent to this earth to give your heart a lift
To help pave the way for heart to receive GOD's gift

IF YOU ARE NEEDING SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR YOU
BUT, IN JESUS NAME I WILL PRAY LIKE WE ASS SHOULD DO

TO ANYONE WHO READSTHIS AND IT TOUCHES YOUR HEART IN ANYWAY
LET ME KNOW HOW YOU NEED GODS HELP AND TOGETHER WE WILL PRAY

THERE ARE MANY OUT THERE, WHO ARE IN NEED, ONE AND THE SAME
FOR EVERYONE IN NEED FOR YOU
I PRAY

 

IN JESUS HOLY NAME

AMEN



RED BUD BLOSSOM
http://abigheartinasmalltown.blogspot.com/2013/03/want-to-go-with-me.html

 

LOVE me

Yesterday at church I realized that I really am an angel in disguise.
GOD spoke to my heart clearer than I had ever known.
BLESSED was I for the LOVE to me HE has shown.
In my hands I HOLD THE TRUTH that HE SPOKE to ME.....
If you don't believe then refer to your BIBLE..........


He told me, years ago by the scar on my head, that HE SAVED my life.
I was sent to heal hearts, spread HIS LOVE  save his children from strife.
This verse came to me to remind me of what I had been through.
Now it's time to heal all those wounds of me and also you.

JESUS YEARS AGO WAS CRUCIFIED
ON THE CROSS HE WAS HUNG AND ALSO DIED.
HE DID THIS FOR GOD'S CHILDREN OF TODAY
THAT ARE LOST AND NEED FOR THEM TO BE PRAYED.


FOR POWER IS PERFECTED IN WEAKNESS.
MY GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR YOU
I AM YOUR FATHER AND WATCH OVER ALL YOU DO.
GOD REACHED DOWN AND MY LIFE HE CONVICTED
SAID HE'D TAKE AWAY FROM MY HEART THE SINS THAT I HAD INFLICTED.
I TAKE PLEASURE BECASUE CHRIST IN WEAKNESS, INSULTS AND CATASTROPHES
FOT I KNOWI AM NOT ALONE JESUS LIVES WITHIN ME.
I CAN ONLY PRAY FOR THOSE WHOM,  TO OTHERS WHO DO WRONG
BY THEIR THOUGHTLESSNESS THEY WON'T DEFEAT YOU IT ONLY MAKES YOU STRONG
I AM VERY GLAD THAT, TO ME, JESUS HAD CAME
BLESSED AM I THAT MY HEART HE DID SAVE.
THANKFUL, AM I, THAT HIS LOVE WILL FOREVER LAST
ME & JESUS ARE OF ONE AND HE SAVED ME FROM MY PAST.


DEAR LORD,


YOU TOLD ME MANY YEARS AGO THAT I WOULD NOT DIE JUST THEN BC MY JOB WAS NOT DONE. I HAD TO LIVE TO RAISE MY FUTURE DAUGHTER AND SON.
WHEN I WAS AT CHURCH YESTERDAY I READ MY BIBLE.

TO SPREAD YOUR WORD AND SAVE OTHERS SOULS. SO THAT WE MAY MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN WHEN WE GO. THROUGH JESUS, YOU SAVED ME OF MY SINS AND LEFT THIS ANGEL AMONG HUMANS. THOUGH I HAVE MENDED MY MANY BROKEN WINGS. I HAVE BEEN THANKFUL FOR WHAT MY LIFE BRINGS.
SO TO END, THIS DEAR FATHER,
THIS ANGEL IS A FAITHFUL DAUGHTER.

I AM BLESSED THAT, THROUGH JESUS, I HAVE YOU.
SO DON'T GIVE UP ON ME.
I'LL MEET YOU WHEN MY JOB IS THROUGH.
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THAT WILL BE.
I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU DOWN, FATHER
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE
FROM NOW UNTIL THEN THAT YOU GRACE ME AGAIN.
I AM FAITHFULLY YOURS

LOVE,

me

 

 

 

TODAY's CHILD

What is the matter with the USA's children nowadays?
To demean, belittle, berate and bully is just not OK.
To laugh and joke about others pain is a SHAME.
Todays' children think it makes them somebody and it's just a game.

PRAYING for the MOM and FAMILY of the 12 year old girl who took her life.
she thought it wasn't worth living because of the pain and strife.
The 15 teenagers, who taunted and bullied this child, were also girls.
What right did they have to do what they did that changed this 12 year olds world?

I am a MOTHER of a CHILD whose pain was so unbearable that they could no longer hide
I just recently learned that while they were in the 7th grade 5 years ago, they tried to commit suicide.
When I heard this it made my blood run cold,
Because if they had succeeded I would no longer have them to hold.
Yet, I am a MOTHER of a CHILD that has LIVED because of GOD's grace.
I am soooo very BLESSED to still be able to see their face.
But, sadly there are others who were not blessed like my family.
These families had to suffer the loss of their child due to a BULLY.

WE need to TEACH EVERY CHILD that WORDS DO HURT.
To use ugly and mean words only make them look like jerks.
It is not GOD's will that by doing this it is OK.
So why do they go to CHURCH and walk out and act this way?

Do they imitate what they see others do?
If this is the case then the shame should be on all of you.
Do they act like adults they are around or see?
I am so very THANKFUL never to have had anyone like this around me.
When I learned that my friends were two-faced and acted like this,
I showed them my true self and my backside for them to kiss.

I have made many mistakes over these 39 years
But I have NEVER treated other wrong that brought them to tears.
I ALWAYS TREAT OTHERS LIKE JESUS WOULD DO
Isn't that what OUR CHILDREN should be learning from YOU, too??

What are the FUTURE learning about how to treat others?
They are not spreading love but hate to their sisters and brothers.
Parents aren't teaching them how to be kind to others in order to live.
They are trying to buy their child's love with each gift they give.
By doing this, they are not teaching them real morals or values.
So if they go down the wrong path the blame is all on you.

WORDS are supposed to be used to SPREAD LOVE and TO HEAL.
Yet, CHILDREN today use them wrongly and like a weapon they use them to kill.
What right do you or your children have to sit in judgment of others?
When neither of you are any better than your earth born sisters or brothers.

MY HEAVENLY FATHER's CHILD, are you wanting to go to HEAVEN or live in HELL??
Because by the way you act, talk and treat others, I really cannot tell.

 

 

With this, I am going to leave you with a few lessons I have learned.
Maybe if you learn them too you can reside in HEAVEN too instead of being burned.

I've learned you can keep going long after you think you can't.
YOU can do anything you want although others may say you couldn't
I've learned it takes practice to forgive.
You have to do this in order for your heart to truly live.
I've learned that friends become strangers and strangers become friends.
You have to open your heart to others to let GOD's LOVE in.
I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for the lack of compassion.
YOU need to take a good look at yourself and what you are lacking.
I have learned that some people will never "GET IT".
They try to be someone that they are not and treat others like shit.
I have learned that the strongest of all is the community of sorrow.
GOD and them will be there in your time of need and your future tomorrows.
I've learned the world doesn't stop for your grief no matter how broken your heart is.
YOU need to SPREAD LOVE not BITTERNESS in the WORLD and also TEACH OUR KIDS.
I've learned that life can change in a matter of minutes.
So, you need to treasure what you have and everyone you have in it.
I've learned the people you care most about are taken from you too soon.
Although it pains your heart to lose them, they are in HEAVEN watching over you.
I've learned you should always leave loved ones with loving words for it may be the last time you see them.
You never know when GOD will call their name to take them HOME to live with HIM.
I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone.
LOVE is measured by the GOODNESS IN YOUR HEART not by the good deeds you have done.
I've learned that SORROW is so deep, it has no words........
But so is LOVE.......
That is why these words were written by me with GOD's guidance from above.


Here are some verses that I am sending for you to use.
How and when you do this, only you can choose